Monday, December 22, 2008

Blind Faith in seeds


I am not really sure what I am writing about today as I don't have anything profound that I am thinking about. So I guess I will go back to the best way to start the day which is gratitude, and dreams. This weekend I got a chance to share how positive visualization has come true in my life. It is always good for me to say out loud cuz it makes me realize that it really does work, and that how much we think about affects our lives. 
 I was at a party and got to talking to someone there who shared with me how it's been true for her as well and how life follows what you think about. She was telling me how she and her husband started a big factory and that was their dream, but the whole time she was thinking it was too good to  be true and she was going to lose it. Well she did. She is now learning that to create what you want you first need to know what it is that you want, and then believe you deserve to have good things in your life. Also it is important to know what you want cuz if you don't how are you soposed to create it? The other two things are faith and trust. 
Last week I planted some seeds. I have never gardened in my life so it was a big idea for me to have. A friend of mine gave me a plant a few months ago and it hasn't died, it actually is flourishing and it gave me confidence that I actually can look after a plant and I get alot of satisfaction out of seeing the plant do its thing. So I decided to take a big leap of faith and plant some seeds. So I bought the seeds and they are all in their little pots under the soil. I watch everyday for them to start sprouting. I think of the seeds like I think of my dream. I know that the seeds are going to grow and sprout even tho I can't see them right now, and it's the same with my dream. So I am having blind faith that I will be a successful filmmaker/artist. Millions of people will be inspired by my films, and I will grow veggies from seeds!!! 
I am also feeling grateful that I am not going to be alone for christmas. Christmas is not my favorite holiday. Last year I was alone and it sucked. I didn't think it would but it really did. This year I am  going to be with someone I love, we are going to have champagne and strawberries and go surfing...yay..dreams do come true!
The other amazing idea I had last week was christmas shopping online! It was such a good idea that I can't believe I didn't think of it sooner. 

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